10 March 2026
Dear R,
Today I skimmed back the emotional (or reflective as you called it) mails and texts I sent you just not too long ago. Ain't they a bit embarrassing? But my emotions and vulnerabilities were real. Thank you for allowing me to be my real and raw self. Even for just a month or two, I found I have grown in your absence. Sometimes I still feel alone. But I am not. I have my husband. And I am carrying your influence in my every step forward.
Right now, on this day, in this moment, I feel anxious, worried and afraid, of the unknown, of my self-perceived inadequacy.
But I want to remember your encouraging nod and knowing smile, when I felt uncertain of myself, when we were sitting in silence. I want to remember that.
I hope you are doing well and that your life remains enjoyable. Talk to you again soon.
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