Au Revoir

Yesterday I cut my hair short. Today my mum and I dyed my hair marshmallow brown. But I still couldn't make myself to say goodbye.

22.2

“那一天你几乎带走我所有的从前。”

第一次1个月构思，2个月写稿。谢谢你们和你。

19.2.17xn

我多想从此不再难过。
多想天真地继续你曾经说的那些童话。

without you i only have half of my heart

I saw my new group name list. I realized I really don't want anyone else. This would just be another harsh and tiring year. If "I still miss you" doesn't mean you are still important to me, that no one will ever be comparable, what else does?

2
Agonizing weekssss ahead as I spent my summer break reading, doing research attachment and writing instead of studying like they did. I'm so gonna die like what I expected earlier.

3
But I(We) am(are) having Dr George Lee as my(our) PBL tutor ☺❤

17.2

干巴巴地煽情不起。

2
中型出版社大致上在销量方面会比大型出版社逊色。但是选择中型出版社的好处在于，我的小说开始畅销的原因，不是因为出版社的品牌，而是因为我的名字和笔下的文字。我不喜欢盲目的销量。所以我不逢人就向别人推荐自己的小说。我要别人心甘情愿地购买我的小说，并读得畅快。谢谢每一位让我的小说畅销的读者。=)

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I despise medical students who make jokes about patients.

"It's always been you."

想尽快把小说写完，不再重复悲伤，不再难受，不再毫无回报地想念。但想多了就回不去几年前纯真的速度。

6.2.17

She said I'm always good at rebutting, rendering the other party speechless, awing all standing or sitting audience. That day she told me I can be the diva like her, taking away the attention of the whole room. But I am no longer a debater that day onward. I'm an introvert by nature. I don't argue with people I don't care about anymore. I just want to write for people I love. 

I stop arguing. I stop letting me ego and pride get into our way. In front of you I'm a person without dignity. But love still doesn't work out. And I still don't understand. 

K,

最近在赶稿所以最近在回忆。只有1个月不到的时间，我计算每一天必须偿还的文字债，在月历画下痕迹。一个月总有几天特别嗜睡。我很讨厌像现在明明很累了还要逼自己做应该完成的事情。和熬夜念书一样的心情，但进度难叵。以上。