"It's absolutely insane to do A Levels. A2 is around the corner and mocks just ended. We were just 2 months in A2 when mocks came. For some subjects, we only used 2 months to finish three quarters of what's in A2.That brings about sleepless nights studying for mocks. The worse part is our forecast will partially depend on our mocks results. You can't be failing a paper and expecting your teacher to give you an A. Yes I fully understand that. The whole mocks were cramped into 4 days and some days, the exams were actually 6 hours long. You really can't be expecting a student to be productive after sitting for so many hours. I really can't stop blaming myself for how badly mocks went. I've never in my life did so badly before. Never. I just can't do this anymore, you know. I'm so close to completing a levels but at the same time, I just can't. I really can't get over how I did so badly in mocks and can't help but to wonder how did my friends prepare so well for mocks. It feels like I'm the only one who's not performing and that I am the problem here. If others could do it, why couldn't I? I tried my best to do what I could and yet I couldn't answer more than half the paper, for every paper. I just can't seem to gather the strength to fight this battle anymore. I don't think anyone could see my effort. Everybody just looks at your results and judge your effort from there. If you don't get a good grade then your effort will be questioned. So what's the point of even studying? What's the point? I don't know anymore. "
Written by someone whom I might know. Copied from Sunway University Confessions page. Bye2.
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